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(2 comments | comment) [18 Mar 2005|06:26pm] [ music | beautiful soul ] |Click here to request this song on Radio Disney| [Chorus] I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I want to chase You're the one I want to hold I won't let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul [Verse #1] I know that you are something special To you I'd be always faithful I want to be what you always needed Then I hope you'll see the heart in me [Chorus] Your beautiful soul, yeah [Verse #2] You might need time to think it over But I'm just fine moving forward I'll ease your mind If you give me the chance I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try [Chorus] [Break] Am I crazy for wanting you Baby do you think you could want me too I don't waste your time Do you see things the way I do I just want to know that you feel it too There is nothing left to hide [Chorus 2x] Your beautiful soul, yeah... i love those lyrics!!!

(2 comments | comment) [18 Mar 2005|06:05pm] [ mood | aggravated ] yes skool wasn't exactly fun today. even b4 second hr sum one had to go and piss me off (god i hate when that happens) I'm tired of ppl pputting me down like im not an equal!! So im short and quiet and shy mostly but thats becuz i haven't found anyone that i like trust completely. no one knows what goes on in my head or what i think of. or what i have or haven't done and to judge me like that is bull and u should all get a brain becuz everyone has done it in one way or another and im sick of It!!! Be nice, don't put ppl down, dont judge, dont hate!!( i sound like a hippy) im just so mad that that person was like how do u know u ave never even been to one when ve been to 3 u dont even know anything about me cuz i dont trust u cuz u piss me off all the time. b4 i smash a wall ill change the subject. Speaking of walls when i came home i got a hammer, googles and garbage bags and started taking apart moms bath room. but i learned i couldnt bang reely hard becuz theres only a little insalation and then the outside of my house. but it was fun while it lasted but didnt relieve my stress. im soo0o0o mad. o also at skool we had an assembly at the end of the day and mrs.edsall got covered in sundae stuff it was awesome!the drumline was there and colorguard and winterguard. i was reely mad cuz there was a guy in winterguard and colorguard and hannah and casey were like ha ha hes soo gay and the were makin fun of him. plus everyone was being reely disrespectful and talking through the whole thing. ppl dont appreciate how hard they work. tommorow i have confirmation then im going to toleda and spending the night for girl scouts with julia! i have a lot of hw but i just feel like talkin but i have no one to talk to. i hope i meet ppl from white lake cuz im a loner i dont have no one to hang out with. ellens leevin and urg no one knows y i changed lunch tables. part of y i hate that ellens going to milford has to do with lunch tables.( ya i kno confusin) the bus was interesting lets just put it at that. the play is on wed life has been stressfull lately i just need too i dunno. I want to sleep under the stars tonight but i think its too cold. I wish i lived in a neighborhood so i could go to someones house or suminorjust hang w/ ppl w/o havin to go into sum big ordeal. 1 month, 1 day till im ungrounded!! it feels like years. any job suggestions from anybody for summer jobs? I need one. i want to run in the middle of a field right now ( random but awesome) READ MY RESEARCH PAPER AND COMMENT!!!! toodles im going to go sit outside i think

(comment) [17 Mar 2005|08:00pm] [ mood | indescribable ] About Yourself Created by im-waiting-for-you and taken 4885 times on bzoink! General Information State your full name. Jacquelyn Kelsey Do you like your name? no If you could change it, would you, and to what? yes i would tooo???? coral or reef or summin awesome Tell me your age. no perv lol jk Relationships/Love What do you want your wedding to be like? outside and fun Tell me the perfect setting for when you have sex. Have you ever been in love? no Are you in love? no Your opinions Rock music is.. awesome Pop music is.. often annoying Your thoughts on anarchy i dont know what it means Do you believe in God? yes! Favorites Type of music none at the moment Band none at the moment Food tacos Thing to do swim! Thing to say ? Person to talk to u guess Subject in school LACES cuz i dont do anything Parent thats unfair Color, and why blue, yellow, and black all awesome! Author Book A child called it Candy Snickers Last, just random questions and things about you. Do you like yourself? not most of the time, i have my moments What do you like about yourself? my personality What dont you like about yourself? look Can you play any instruments? drums, and alto sax Are you depressed? not today Have you ever been suicidal? no! Do you do drugs? no Do you drink alcohol? no Do you miss anyone right now? Who? yes, diseased.... always think bout them (their on my heart 4 ever) What do you want to do with your life? have a great time, be happy What's something you know you want to accomplish before you die? a family Do you think that I love you? who are u ? You best, because I do. Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! I had a very boring day but hey whats new!! IN 2 days its been officially one month since i've been grounded so I only have one month left! my mom said no on the partay idea that stinx but ill get one eventually All i know is that i'll think twice b4 i ever get in a car again. My parents are like i hope u dont turn into phil and gill. I'm like no!!!!! they are awesome what do u have against them. dads like gills a vegitarian for no reason im like ya she thinks eating meat is cruel god! and then their like i hope u dont skip school like phil im like come on guys they are awesome there the only family i see and now i dont even get to see them they have cut us off from everyone i havent talked to kayla since b4 europe and who else am i supposed to talk to on my dads side. then theres the whole thing where every time i watch real world hes like god i dont like willie and karamo there gay and then he says rude obsene discriminating things and i give him there equals and have every right speech then throw the clicker at him at storm off. that boy has a lot to learn

(comment) [17 Mar 2005|07:01pm] i just made my lj friends only cuz its partially personal and also if i share myself to peopl i want a to know about u too!

(2 comments | comment) [16 Mar 2005|09:23pm] [ mood | accomplished/tired ] [ music | to tired 4 music ] Here's my research paper final. plz read it! comment on ur thoughts and views/opinions on the subject i'd like to here from everyone! Jackie Visger Mrs.Edsall Language Arts 17 March 2005 Michigan’s Hate Crime Law  “We need special policies for hate crimes because they have a special impact on the victims and the victims community,” once said by Greg Herek, a psychologist (Mjoseth). At the moment, Michigan’s hate crime law excludes sexual orientation (“Hate Crimes Fact Sheet”). In fact, Michigan is still using the 1969 hate crime law (Robinson). Where as today, the definition of a hate crime is a crime committed by an offender because of the victim’s race, ethnic background, religion, or sexual orientation (“Hate crime”). If the definition of a hate crime includes sexual orientation, what is taking so long for homosexuals to be added as a protected group in Michigan’s hate crime law? Some say it is not the biggest priority right now. What about protecting a citizen is not a priority? Everyone is born with the right of equality. Each and every person should be treated equally, as the core democratic value of equality states. Why should homosexuals be denied protection? When are homosexuals going to be treated as equals? How long does it take for the state of Michigan to update there hate crime law, protect those hundreds of victims that have recently been abused or traumatized, and prosecute those bias offenders? Although, some believe sexual orientation should not be added to the Michigan hate crime law, crimes against homosexuals should be punished.   Some believe sexual orientation should not be added to Michigan’s Hate Crime Law. To start, Michigan has many different beliefs on the meanings of “sexual orientation” and “fundamental beliefs”. There has not been a compromise to have an agreement over one main idea for both terms. Meanwhile, some believe adding sexual orientation as a protected class grants special rights to gays (Robinson). In fact, all forms of violent crime are hatred towards others. Why add more punishment if a victim is in a protected group? Similarly, hate crimes are individual acts; they do not represent the views of a particular group (Minch). Lastly, Bush opposes the extension of gay rights. Bush, being our country’s representative speaks for a large portion of our nation (Robinson). In conclusion, a portion of Michigan’s population does not want sexual orientation added to Michigan’s hate crime law.             On the other hand, sexual orientation should be added to the Michigan hate crime law because acts of this kind are rapidly increasing.         First of all, crimes against gays and lesbians are the fastest growing hate crime in the United States (Roleff 80). Acceptance of gays has increased, even though hate crimes are still well spread (McCollum 15). Not to mention, a total of 41% of gay, lesbian and bisexual adults reported being a hate crime victim after the age of 16(Robinson).Meanwhile, at least 40% of Michigan’s crimes take place at or around gay parades and other places where suspects sought out gays (Durbin).Equally as important, sexual orientation is the third largest category of committed hate crimes, following race, then religion (Robinson). In conclusion, due to the rising number of hate crimes, sexual orientation should be added to the Michigan’s hate crime law.             Also, without adding sexual orientation as a protected group in the Michigan hate crime law, it is limiting equality of Michigan citizens. First, the definition of equality states, the quality and state of being equal (“equality”).Secondly, the FBI doesn’t even have to investigate hate crimes based on sexual orientation, unlike any other protected group (LAMBDA organization). Equally important, 49% of police will not even listen to gay hate crime complaints (Palmer and Hay). Similarly, in order to prosecute hate crimes based on sexual orientation, in other states, the victim must be exercising a federally protected activity, for example, serving jury duty or mailing a letter at a post office (LAMBDA organization). As a result, adding gays to the Michigan’s hate crime law would help increase equality in Michigan.             Again, adding sexual orientation to the Michigan hate crime law will help protect victims of hate crimes based on sexual orientation. Firstly, victims of hate crimes already have higher levels of psychological distress, including post-traumatic stress disorder, depression and anger, than other crime victims (Mjoseth). Likewise, hate crimes against gays tend to be more severe than any other minority group (Robinson). Similarly, hate crime victims need an average of five years to get over the emotional distress, rather than non bias crime victims, who take about an average of two years (Mjoseth).Moreover, studies have shown hate crimes have psychological effects both on victims’ and communities, than any other type of crime. Furthermore, hate crimes send a message that certain groups are not welcome and are unsafe in a particular community(“Hate Crime and Hate Crime Prevention Act: HCPA”). As we have seen, adding sexual orientation to the Michigan hate crime law would help improve the victim’s health and communities’ morale.                         Although, some people do not believe homosexuals should be added to the Michigan hate crime law, crimes against homosexuals should be punished.  Regarding hate crimes, a young college student went out to have a drink at a local bar, he confided in two men that he was gay. Later, those two men lured the young man outside.  Afterward, both men stripped and brutally beet that boy because he was gay. Soon after beating the young man they tied him to a fence and left him out to die. Un-clothed, brutally beaten and tied to a fence in sub-zero weather, the young man was found a day later as by a bicyclist, who was riding by and mistaken the male, college student as a scare crow. That boy died six days later in intensive care, the male victim’s name was Mathew Shepard. Mathew Shepard’s story is a hate crime that has touched the nation, although his case was a vicious crime, crimes like this do go on in the world today. Just hearing the cruel reality that bias feelings or thoughts have resulted in such violence makes you think if hate continues where society is going to end up? Similarly, hate crimes are growing, especially those based on sexual orientation, so why are citizens of Michigan going to have to wait to get justice? By adding sexual orientation as a protected group, in the Michigan hate crime law, will help advance the state of Michigan. Now, everyone band together and stop a world of hate.             Works Cited Durbin, Dee-Ann. "Discrimination, Hatred, & Even Violence: 6.Michigan-Crimes against gays and lesbians jump 12% in state." Detroit News 4 Mar 1998. "Fact Sheet: Hate Crime Laws." Mar. 1999. National Gay and Lesbian Task Force. 11 Mar. 2005 <www.lambda.org/ngltf_hate_facts_9903.pdf>. "George W. Bush on Civil Rights." 10 Feb. 2005 <www.issues2000.org/2004/George_W_Bush_Civil_Rights.htm>. "Hate Crimes." Gay and Lesbian Task Force. 10 Feb. 2005 <www.thetaskforce.org/theissues/issue.cfm?issueID=12>. "Hate Crimes." The Center for Lesbian and Gay Civil Rights. 8 Feb. 2005  <www.center4civilights.org/hate%20crimes.htm>. "Hate Crime." The World Book Encyclopedia. ed. 1999. "Hate Crimes Fact Sheet." National Gay& Lesbian Task Force, Policy Institute, Human Rights Campaign, Equality Colorado, Federal Bureau of Investigations. 9 Feb. 2005 <www.qrd.org/qrd/www/orgs/avproject/facts%20hate.htm>. "Hate Crimes & Hate Crimes Prevention Act (HCPA)." 5 Mar. 2005  <http://www.prideatwork.org/hcpa.html>. "Hate Crime Legislation." Youth Act. 14 Mar. 2005 <http://www.youthact.org/glbt/legislation.html>. "Hate Crime Statistics 2003." Nov. 2004. Federal Bureau of investigation. 11 Feb. 2005 <www.fbi.gov/ucr/03hc.pdf>. “Hate Crimes Today: An Old Age Foe in Modern Dress." 1998. American Psychological Association. et al. 14 Mar. 2005 <http://www.apa.org/pubinfo/hate/>. "LAMBDA Gay & Lesbian Anti-Violence Project (AVP)." 2003. LAMBDA. 21 Feb.  2005 <www.lambda.org/hatecr1.htm>. McCollum, Sean. "Can You Outlaw Hate?" Scholastic Update 14 Dec 1998: 15. Minch, Dr.Kevin J. "Hate Crimes." 18 Feb. 2005 <www.debatebase.org/details.asp?topicID=237>. Mjoseth, Jeannine . "Psychologists call for assault on hate crimes ." Jan. 1998. American Psychological Association. 22 Feb. 2005 <http://www.apa.org/monitor/jan98/hate.html>. Palmer-Mehta, Valerie, and Kellie Hay. "The Anti-Gay Hate Crime Storyline in DC: Comic’s Green Lantern." April 2003: 3. Robinson, B.A. "Homosexuality: Are homosexuals a protected class in hate crimes and human rights legislation? Should they be." 2004. 11 Mar. 2005 <www.religoustolerance.org/hom_prot.htm>. Robinson, B.A. "U.S. Hate Crimes: Definition and Facts." 2003. 8 Feb. 2005 <www.religoustolrance.org/hom_hat3.htm> Robinson, B.A. "U.S. Hate Crimes: Ethical & Civil Rights Concerns." 2001. 14 Mar. 2005 <www.religoustolerance.org/hom_hat5.htm>.   Roleff, Tamara L. Hate Groups : Opposing View Points. San Diego: Greenhaven Press. Inc, 1999.

(comment) computer isuue [16 Mar 2005|06:56am] [ mood | annoyed ] this computer issue is bugging me. ive been extra nice to nick. nick hasn't been nice 2 me. so dad comeshome and first he's like maybe u that one and buy a new one for me i said ok! i mean this one wors good most of the time. then hes like but computers aare expensive so u might not get one i was like NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u promised (even tho he didn't) that is not cool indian giver. last t ime i had a computer and he gave it to mtuy grandma he upgraded it 4 her but not me and my grandma has only used it ounce!ounce im on like twice a day!! g2g get ready for skool i burned my self last night w/ an iro it hurts a lot

(comment) [15 Mar 2005|07:01pm] Random Thought Provokers Created by rebratka and taken 10166 times on bzoink! What makes you laugh? stuff that funny duh.... Who is your hero? my grandma jane Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours? __fill in the blank__ How many pairs of shoes do you own? 4 Seriously... Where does the other sock end up? under the bed w/ the boogy monster Who do you blame for your mood today? NICK no doubt If the Internet were sex... I would next Have you ever seen a dead body? yes What is something scientists need to invent? a defriendatizing antidote What should we do with stupid people? send them to jupiter Have you ever broken a bone? no Do you watch local news? Why? yes, when i wake up to see whats goin on What happens after you die? partay!!! How big is your bed? Big enough? queen, no i need a 20 ft bed How long do you think you will live? 70 hopefully at least Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink!

(comment) thin i stole from linz [14 Mar 2005|07:37pm] [ mood | nervous ] DESCRIBE------------------ [x] The shoes you wore today:black sliipers [x] Your eyes: blue [x] Your fears: trust,mice -----------------WHAT IS------------------ [x] Your most overused phrase on aim: don’t have 1  [x] Your thoughts first waking up: do I have to…. [x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: smile [x] Your best physical feature: smile [x] Your bedtime: 11 [x] Your most missed memory: my grandparents :’( -----------------YOU PREFER------------------ [x] Pepsi or Coke: coke [x] McDonald's or Burger King: burger king [x] Single or group dates: I dunno [x] Adidas or Nike: adidas [x] Chocolate or vanilla: ‘nilla [x] Cappuccino or coffee: frappocino -----------------DO YOU------------------ [x] Smoke: no [x] Curse: occasionly [x] Take a shower everyday: it bugs me if I dont [x] Have any crushes?:no [x] Who are they: ^ [x] Do you think you've been in love? Lmao no! [x] Want to go to college:I must!!!! I mean week old pizza out of the box lmao [x] Like high school: can’t wait [x] Want to get married: yes eventually [x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: who does? [x] Believe in yourself: ½ the time [x] Get motion sickness: ssometimes [x] Think you're a health freak: no [x] Get along with your parents: im gronded for 2 months . needy any more explaination [x] Like thunderstorms: no I like rain ------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID / HAVE YOU-------------- [x] Gone to the mall: today! But to the tool department in sears [x] Eaten sushi:eww no [x] Been on stage:yea for the play( im backstage crew) [x] Gone skating: no [x] Made homemade cookies: no im not Martha [x] Dyed your hair: never have [x] Stolen anything: when I was 3 I stole a gumball but that doesn’t count -----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------ [x] Flown on a plane: yes!!! I like planes mostly [x] Missed school because it was raining?: who does that?...thats a no [x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: no [x] Cried during a Movie?: no [x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: ...no [x] Had an imaginary friend: yes!! Lol I forgot there names but autumn smushed them and they were conjoined at the hip [x] Cut your hair: what kind of ? is that [x] Had crush on a teacher?:ewww no! [x] Been caught "doing something":no [x] Been called a tease: I hope not im innocent!! *wink* [x] Gotten beaten up?: no [x] Been in a fight: yes [x] Shoplifted: no -----------------THE FUTURE------------------ [x] Age you hope to be married: 30’s [x] Numbers of Children: 4 [x] Descibe your Dream Wedding: beach and carefree [x] How do you want to die?: drownding but that won’t work cuz I know how to swim [x] What do you want to be when you grow up?: summin in human services [x] What country would you most like to visit?: zambia -----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------ [x] Best eye color: blue [x] Best hair color: brown [x] Short or long hair: short [x] Best height: doesn’t matter [x] Best weight: who cares [x] Best first date location: park [x] Best first kiss location: in the rain -----------------NUMBER OF----------------- [x] Number of drugs taken illegally: 0 [x] Number of people I could trust with my life: …….. [x] Number of CDs that I own:10( nick lost the rest) [x] Number of piercing: 2, each ear [x] Number of tattoos: 0 [x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? I dunno at least 1 time [x] Number of scars on my body: 1 [x] Number of things in my past that I regret: um………… more than u can handle ----------------FAVORITES------------------ [x] Shampoo: herbal essances [x] Fav Color: blue!! [x] Day/Night: night [x] Summer/Winter: summer [x] Lace or Satin: satin [x] Fave Food: tacos [x] Fave Movies: tons….. ----------------RIGHT NOW------------------ [x] Right Now Wearing: dare t shirt and jeans w/ slippers [x] Drinking: water [x] Thinking about: all the hw im avoidin [x] Listening to: footsteps extreme home makeover ---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------ [x] Cried: no [x] Worn Jeans: yes [x] Done laundry:o crap thanx for remindin me [x] Drove a car: almost got to pull it up to get stuff put in the back but it was too busy ---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN-------------- [x] Yourself: not all the time [x] Your friends: mostly [x] Santa Claus: no [x] Tooth Fairy: no [x] Destiny/Fate: yes [x] Angels: yes [x] Ghosts: spirits [x] UFO's: no ------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------ [x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: nopeya [x] Do you like anyone?: as in…….. [x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: ????? im unique [x] Are you close to any family member?: my cuz [x] What's the best feeling in the world?: loved [x] Worst Feeling?: u can’t talk to any1

(2 comments | comment) [14 Mar 2005|06:28pm] [ mood | busy ] sci...i failed my quiz in band....... we listened to our playing and stuff and had pizza. i talked to brittney.we had a lot to talk about becuz we're going through the same thing "friends wise" and i can't wait till i have aim back so i can actually talk to ppl. ss~ i got a 70% on my quiz and went down 2 help lily . it was borin. math~im so0o nervous about the test tommorow. im clueless drims~ i did good i met my couseleor lady ars.burton and she suggested id test out of health so think im gunna at least try. WHATS THE PLANETS ANALOGIES??????? thingy cuz i dont t know them at

(1 comment | comment) ~Festival~ [13 Mar 2005|02:13pm] [ mood | cold ] yesterday was festval and it was a big waste of my time! in the coat room kailtin was sayin mean things about rachel and then kaitlin pulled out "THE NOTE" which was realling creepy cuz right when autumns like kaitlin better not have brought the note kailtlin pulls it out and gives it to chris. apparently thats a bad idea even tho i have no clue what the note says and frankly dont care. so ya i moved to the other side of the room and sat by myself for awhile cuz i didnt want to get into the middle of everything. ya sooo we practiced. then went on stage and we didnt do as well as we would have like but still pretty good for us a few occasional wrong notes but i mean ur sooo nervous and the light his my music at the wrong angle soo it looked like a bunch of glitter. then we went to sight reading and that was a whole different story i had to tell kid to do everything like sit up im not ur mom god. and we played i think we did pretty good but apperently the judge didn't b/c ppl weren't participating we all know who they are which sux. and then we went to go wait for our ratings for an HOUR!!and turns out that my mom didn't bring my clothes cuz they took the other car which sucked.so i had to wear that green thing 4 ever soo we went to go sit by everybody else and they were makin fun of rachel and what not but we were all sitting at a table an somebody says hi chrisand we all look its NETCHEY!!!!!! then like everybody ran out the door into the parking lot 'cept me im not that mean. ya then we got back to the table and waited and talked somemore. HITLER MUSTACHE. lol. ya and i wanted to steal muirs cumberbunds but i didnt. and sum girls cape. lol. then finally our ratings were posted 2,2,3,3,overall 2. in band terms that sux because both the other bands got straight 1's. so then amazingly my parents let me go 2 lu & rubys with autumn and erika with there parents. it was good a quitter dinner than my usual,but good. then i et home and for some odd reason im sad. so i watched the little engine that could. serously. and had a huge headache then went to bed. this morning i got up at 6:40!!!! for church.urg 8 oclock mass is too early. but after that we went to leos but it wasn't very good and the service was horrible. i did my homework and then went to sears w/ my dad but all we got was a new tool chest or summin. we looked at ipods but he said no. which was ok w/ me b'/c IM GETTING A COMPUTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for my birthday w/ my dads bonus if i be nice to nick.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW I WILL IF I GET A COMPUTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I THINK THIS WEEKEND WAS A LITTLE BREAK FROM BEING grouned. its already sunday i better do my hw and practice my drums but im happy cuz eventually im getting a computer!!! then ill have aim so i can talk to ppl and not be a big loneR!!!!!!!!!

(3 comments | comment) [12 Mar 2005|07:32pm] [ mood | i want 2 talk but no1 2 talk 2 ] [ music | my headache ] Rainbow of Icons by FreezingInTheSno Your name Favorite Color Birthday Your Pink Icon Your Blue Icon Your Yellow Icon Your Green Icon Your Red Icon Your Purple Icon Your Orange Icon Quiz created with MemeGen! What Makes You.. by SheBangs12 Your name? Your gender? MaleFemaleOther What makes you sexy? Your hair What makes you pretty? Um, babe, you aren't! What makes you loveable? How sexy you are What makes you fun? Your sense of humor What makes you irresistable? Your party style What makes you cute? How you laugh Quiz created with MemeGen! im not feeling all that great im sorta depressed for sum reason

(comment) [12 Mar 2005|11:05am] the day has come... dun. dun.dun.... Festival day i have tobe at skool in an hour and 45 mins thats plenty of time. yes its festival day and brit wont be there and dereks gunna ruin it for us al. i have to remind him to do everything from sitting up straight to what music we're playing. he thinks he knows every single note to all the songs im like well the judges think u dont so at least turn ur page. i hope we do well. at least we're gunna do better then that pre-festival winter concert. my mo is going this yr!! but my dad and nick went to my dads work or summin like that i dont think there goin. ~YesterDAy~ sci~ we basicallly did nothing but the funniest thing was katy had on this big black wig like the ones witches wear on halloweeen and mr. vanstavern came over and was touching it and kety just looked at him then he did it again and hes like it feels like plastic and katy like snaps at him it was HIlarious! laces~ i just filled mailboxes. surprisingly i didnt make copies all week. nore l8r moms up here now

(comment) [10 Mar 2005|08:55pm] [ mood | frustrated ] people are being sexist pigs and attacking me!

(comment) [10 Mar 2005|06:50pm] [ mood | infuriated ] so i came home watched tv and was about to take a nap cuz i had a headache when dad comes home and i hear screaming so i turn down the tv and dont say a word cuz i was afraid i was gunna get yelled at for something or another so i waited till dad and nick left for boyscouts i believe except when i went to go order pizza cuz moms not home and we dont even have peanut butter and i think only one total peice of bread m screwed. well i was looking for the money when i figured one of them took it so i called mom and shes like well ur screwed in simple terms i like thanx i dont know dads cell so ya i am im soo0o0o pissed they always yell at me for doing something but i dont take other peoples money or yell at them for being overweight i know i am and i relized how much total weight ive gaied at oakvalley and its sad they sad part is i grew like 3 total inches an inch a year maybe buy the time i get married i wont have to cut the back of my jeans. o and this girl stepped on my pants and ripped the bottom so know i have torippe of the rest and make them all frayed god sometimes u like life and sometimes you don't. as of today i am not looking forward to n and s carolina but who'll know maybe nick will maracuiously grow a brain and shut his mouth and stop picking his nose and my grandmas knees don;t get arthritis then maybe life will be a smidge better.

(1 comment | comment) [06 Mar 2005|08:15pm] [ mood | pissed off ] i did nothing all weekend. i'm going literally insane i have not left this house in like 3 weeks. i even miss riding in a car. omg ithe only time i rode in a car was on friday for girlscouts. im gunna die. this is sad. im goin on vacation and my grandmas coming with us. but since im grounded i will be doing all the work on this "vacation". if you call being stuck in a car with your brother who doesn't shower and picks his nose is torture enough i dont need a whole 'nother month of being grounded. ive been dreaming of the day wen i get ungrounded. thats sad. i think it will be a belated birthday party for myself good idea huh? lol anything except for at my house maybe the state will give me a drivers license and a car for going thru this i meen i know theres a whole lot worse that cood happen and does to other ppl but it sux. lets see hitch will be out of theaters by then. like none of my friends like to rollerblade. not that im good at it but it fun. theres always the mall. and bowling. and the movies. anything!!!! i wish i cood drive and just go sit in a middle of a field and star at the stars or dance in the rain and just think.ive been cut off from civilization. no aim. turns out im prolly not getting a cel;l anymore becuz of my mishap. ppl dont trie hidig in ur aunts car all the way to her house when ur parents don't know. im telling in advance its NOT A GOOD IDEA!!!!!! got to go i have soo much to say but nicks picking his nose and i HAVE to get out of here. plus my mom went to this thing where she premakes all these meals and then cooks them turns out i hate them all so ill just not eat breakfast is the only meal i enjoy now because we bread and jelly. i guess its diet time then theres nothing ill eat. besides ive been to resorting food for awhile now i just need a wake up call i want to walk in a room and be not standing out becuz im big besides if i were taller i wouldn't have this problem. but i wasnt delt that card so ya gotta work what ya got. better go i dunno laundry. i know that sounds pathetic but if i ever want to get out of thgis "house" i need to suck up. every time i do sum lttle thing they threaten another week while nick goes to the trains show and everyhing ive never reely wanted to go to meijers till now. well i have a fever and feel like crap i better go dont be surprised if im not at skool then assume im sick

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